“A Cosmic Boost”
Over 40 years ago, I graduated from the Silva Method which taught the science and art of manifestation. I took that knowledge and ran with it, wielding manifestation like a pro long before it hit the mainstream. Got doubts? That is healthy, nonetheless don’t have any dounbt and my certainty will give you some needed momentum to get things moving in your right direction again.
Some feel like the Law of Mind/Attraction is anti spiritual, but in actuallity, these laws weave science and spirit together in an unprecidented unity that most people can get on board with. Life’s naturally good when you stop fear from clogging the gears. Manifesting’s about steering your own ship, believing the universe is on your side.
As someone who over 40 years ago learned the Laws of Mind/Attraction and the power of manifestation through a course called the “Sylva method of Mind Control”, and as someone who has used those Laws at an advanced level of mastery long before most other people even heard of them, I am confident I can help even the most skeptical of students.
I can easily teach you the premises the Laws rest on and the practical tools that enact them. The law of attraction is a real force and it works on and with faith – it does not separate you from the concept of a power greater than yourself, it introduces you to it. It is the realm where Science and spirituality meet. Manifesting a life you love is the most natural thing in the world to do IF we could get ourselves out of the way. We don’t have to beg and pray and force life to be good, it is good! It is fear that is actually the problem. Fear blocks us from allowing the universe to do its good deeds. Fear results from a lack of control and manifesting puts the seat of control back in the individual – it’s the universe’s fail safe. However, if you don’t trust the universe to be good by nature then you must fear what can happen. Therefore, to use manifestation as a band aid for fear leaves you pronouncing fear as real – the biggest block to manifestiation.
I strive to be the kind of person who inspires others to deeply love who they are and the gift of life they have been given. My desire is to guide light seekers through the process of accessing and embracing the highest version of themselves they can imagine. A version of themselves so close to their heart that they can hardly believe it is possible to achieve. A version of themselves that acknowledges and cherishes their life as the sacred gift that it is. A life so completely satisfying that the individual doesn’t need specific things or events to transpire in exact ways, but instead wants nothing more than to share their joy and blessings with all others who seek.
This is the higher realms of existence we all naturally desire, but that are only open to those of us who we have faced down the insidious fears that block Love from shining on us and through us.
In an order to do that, I pass on transformative insights from extreme personal lessons about fear that very nearly broke me in the process of learning them. , in the hope that others recieve what they need to learn from me and not the hard knocks of life itself.
In my sessions I works with what my home page calls the “Top ten things to ” One of those transformative insights could be summed up in FDR’s “There is nothing to fear but fear itself”. What on the surface initially struck me as a weak platitude, became the basis for a complete change of perspective.
In 2011 I started the year with a total confidence in myself and the Laws of Mind/Attraction. I was manifesting the life of my dreams – until I wasn’t. Life hit me with a tragedy so senseless and sudden I couldn’t reconcile it. It was the complete antithesis of what I had been arragning on my vision board or in my visualizations. Everything had been cut loose and I was completely lost. I wouldn’t have been surprised if the law of gravity suddenly gave way and everything in the univrese spun off into endless nothingess. My life changed in an instant. I went from being in full contol of my life to spending it taking a deep dive into black hole of darkness so deep that I litterally felt like I was falling, falling, falling into a hole of darkness for more than 2 weeks straight. Abject terror had become my new reality and no type of therapy or drugs would stop the constant petrifying sense of falling into deeper and deeper states of darkness and despair. If it wasn’t for my teenage daughter, the desire to drive my motorcycle full speed into a bridge abutment would have quickly overcome me. I could see no end to the darkness. This panic attack/nervous breakdown was so crippling that short of suicide, the only thing I could do was hold the fuck on and let what ever horrific state of being that was taking over chip away at my sanity second by bottomless second. All I could do was pray. Pray it would stop. Pray I wouldn’t be alone in this dark hole of fear forever. Pray I wouldn’t have to kill myself. Pray there was a God. At some point I lost hope of even God helping me. I just remeber feeling completely hopeless and having absolutely no choice but to keep falling petrified and alone, quite possibly for all eternity.
Long nightmare short, I was saved from the depth of despair by the most unexpected resounding “knowing”. It came out of the the emptiness and gave me a full confidence in its truth and authority. This knowing was simply love is the answer. I knew this to mean that love is the answer to all fear. And just like that, I had the knowing and the falling stopped. Completely. Love was the answer. Love IS the answer. And Love ever shall be the answer. This knowing was couched in a vision of light that resembled connected crosses that formed a tunnel of light and suddenly I was just myself again. However, my heart and mind were calmer than ever before for fear had lost its power. Not only had a survived that nightmare scenario and now knew fear wasn’t stronger than love, but that Love itself showed up for me and saved me when I had not a shred of faith left.
Now almost 15 years later, I find myself ALMOST grateful for that experience because if I never faced fear to that depth, I would never have fully faced fear, and therefore never really have been free from the constant threat of the power of fear itself. You see, until I knew there was actually a “God”, I was prone to some degree of doubt or fear, despite my strong convictions or faith. It wasn’t until God saved me from the depths of hell that I could fully trust him with my everything else going forward – and that is where true freedom lies. Not in manifesting things exactly as I need them to be, but in being loved in protected despite how much horror fear can throw at us.
The depth of fear I experienced spiraled to a place that I will never fully explain to anyone else lest I put something so awful in their minds that they too will desend that far into darkness themselves. never otherwise would have considered. I can never relay, nor would I for I do not wish to put any of it into anyone ele’s awareness, face it and The end of the year, after a horrific loss, I had a sudden and tragic loss was just a weak platituIn my late de, until I realized it was actually an important truth that needed to be acknowledged before true peace was possible. it was to having faith or manifesting the life of my dreams. not for someone like me who could make things happen with confidence. But as I started trying to light the way for others, life gave me a crash course in fear—raw, tough moments I had to wrestle with myself before I could help anyone else. It wasn’t pretty, and if I’d known how deep I’d have to dive into that chaos to become a true guide, I’d have thought twice.
ought that this statement was positing fear as if it was something outside us to be extricated from our awareness. Fear blocks love and the deepest fear of all is existenial angst. Existential angst (existential dread), is the fear that comes when we have a moment of clarity and realize that despite our best wishes, hopes, conjectures or depth of faith, we can not empirically KNOW what life is, why we exist in it, what we should be doing with it, or what is going to happen to us during and after it.
I suspect many addictions are a subconscious distraction from the immensity of this mind blowing situation we all find ourselves in everyday but must steadfastly overlook in order to hold on to any semblance of sanity we can conjure.
However, life cannot be lived victoriously until we face down this ultimate fear for no matter how far we hold it down, it keeps errupting in disease, lack, violence, hate guilt etc.
Without a strong sense of safety to guide us through, examining our own existence is a very precarious path. By sharing wisdom from my painful experiences, I find meaning and help others navigate life’s mysteries without enduring the same hardships.
ning the sting of that primal existential dread—the root of all fear and the seed of all conflict—I hope to guide them toward a deeper truth.I try to be the kind of person who helps others rediscover what they love about themselves and their lives. Sure, it feels great when people notice how positive and uplifting I try to be, but honestly, the real reason I’m so driven to help is that it soothes my soul when I know that I have conveyed hard earned knowledge and experience to someone that keeps them from having to fall down the rabbit hole of fear when they start exploring thier spiritual nature. In short, I hope to lessen the effect of that prominent and often ignored base issue of existential angst. It is the root of all fear and fear is the root of all discord.
Master Manifester. n order to inspire others to feel the joy of living, I felt I first had to delve into both what of what caused and blocked joy. Fear was the found to be base element in all of the destructive blocks to joy. (See the “Top ten things that trip us up” addressed on the home page.
During my extensive search of countless philosphies and traditions, I often found many teachers who taught that fear is the basis for all negativity and discord. I understood this logic and felt it was an easy enough principle to relay to others. understand what made the Universe “tick”. I have studied people and texts extensively and feel I am no longer in the learning mode but prepared to share and teach what I have learned.
I set about getting an education on have always desired to be an uplifter. I have expended immeasurable energy on trying to help others have more hope and faith in goodness. and hold a light for them. Do you realize that without question, you and everything else that exists was created by something. Life created you and every single other living thing. You could not have created yourself. How could something that doesn’t yet exist create itself or anything else? So, you do have a Creator. And that creator has bestowed life upon you. Yes, your parents may have had sex, and you were born, but they didn’t supply the intelligent design and life force energy that formed all of your cells and organs and makes the miracle and mystery of life. The fact that you can experience anything proves you exist and have a Creator. This is one of the few things in the in the crazy mystery of life, I have found is not up for debate – Something created us.
This concept is straightforward but can be difficult to accept. If someone has built their life around their sensory experiences—sight, touch, taste, smell, or hearing—confronting this logic forces them to reconsider their existence, acknowledging they may be more than just intelligent physical matter. This is what I consider existential angst.
This logic is not hard to follow but the concept can be hard to swallow. For if one has built their existence around what they see, touch, taste, smell or hear and they look this logic in the eye, they now have to reconstuct all things around the daunting knowledge that they might be more than a smart bunch of flesh. . The Another is we are created to Love. Now this seems highly debatable but stay with me here: We all seek that which we Love. Whether what we love is considered a positive or negative thing matters not. If we love it, it is positive for us.
Doesn’t it stand to reason that if our greatest desires are based on love for something, that our nature is then one of love?
If it was our nature to hate something, then we would be compelled to seek that which we call negative and would by design “love” negativity when and where we found it. Yet no one loves negativity, or they wouldn’t consider it a negative. You with me so far? To put this another way, positivity or negativity can be seen as neutral states, but it is our innate disposition that determines which one we “desire’”. What we desire we seek. What we seek we love. What we love we call positive because is natural to us. What is desired is “loved” and gives us joy or pleasure of some kind. What is not desired is seen as “negative” to us, and it feels realy bad when we experience it. In most naturally balanced people what they desire (love) and what they want to avoid (negativity) are generally aligned with the rest of humanity’s natural preferences as well. Our collective natural is to seek things we deem “Benevolent”. Some examples of the benevolent things we desire are Love itself, beauty, peace, joy, freedom, abundance, health and justice. We wouldn’t desire these things if they were against our nature. But we do desire them so the things we deem “benevolent” must reflect our nature. To take this (already confusing) subject a step further, if our nature is benevolent, then our Creator’s nature must be benevolent as well, because that is where we would have inherited our nature from. It is the nature of our Creator which determines our nature. If we desire to love what we experience, then our nature is clearly to love. If our nature is love, our Creator’s nature must be to love as well. Thus, we were created by Love to Love. Whew, that was exhausting right?! But there you have it! Yes, you have a Creator with a Loving nature! Woo-hoo! This should be great news to those who feared “God” and his alleged wrath!
Thus, we naturally seek what we love because Love made us. And what we love is joy, peace, prosperity, beauty, health etc. It is natural for us to want these things and natural for a loving our Creator of all that is to supply them. They are our inheritance and what I call the gifts of Benevolent Love. Manifestation of them isn’t only ok to do, it is your birthright. It is only your acceptance that is required to have them. Why would your acceptance be required before you have them? Because love isn’t love if it isn’t freely given and received. True love can only be experienced if it is given and received of your own free will.
So a realm where free will can manifest must be one of options. Thus, we live in a world full of options ranging from one extreme to the other. This manifests as duality and paradox, wherein what is experienced is neither good nor bad, it simply just is. It is the perceiver who determines it’s value and meaning. The value and meaning derived from it does not change one’s nature, no matter how distorted our nature may appear. You were created by Benevolent Love.
Ok there’s another mind maze I am going to try to lead you through but it’s all easy going now that we know our Creator loves us. Benevolent Love is an active force of positivity. When I say active I mean it works a lot like turning light on in a dark room. When a light is turned on, the darkness just automatically disappears. Darkness is powerless to stop light. But light can abolish darkness. You can’t bring darkness into a lighted room. Darkness is just light’s absence. When Benevolent Love is supplied, the dark side of us disappears. And like light, benevolent love can overcome our darkness if we allow it to shine. Benevolent Love is the power that created the universe, makes plants grow, beats your heart and is the energy behind your thoughts. It is everything that is and does not require your belief in it to exist. It simply does exist. It is all, in all. It is at once, the giver of Love, the receiver of Love, and the Love itself. You might be wondering then how it is that there is so much negativity and malevolence if Benevolent Love is all there is.
The malignant force for destruction within us is one that stands where there is no Benevolent Love. Malevolence is simply a lack of love. It exists where the light is not allowed to shine. Darkness is the state (or experience) of anything that is outside of the presence of Benevolent Love. To put it in a different way: those Malevolent (unloving) states of mind are the cause of all discord, including physical discord such as catastrophes and disease.
ARTICLE # 2 Under Construction
Birth and death are a part of living but life isn’t the opposite of death, birth is. Since you were given life, birth and death are part of your nature. Is it so hard then to believe that death may not be the end for you? That the cycle may repeat? And that if you were a given life by a creator that it is your nature to create as well?